Mechanomonkey Sex. That's how we roll!

 Things got a bit out of hand (as they often do) with Kumani and I last night.  

 Our conversation drifted to sex and limits. Kumani challenged me to fuck a monkey (which wasn't much of a challenge at all given my loose morals).  

She put on her Mechanomonkey avatar, Keith threw down a sex rug and kindly videotaped the activities.  I laughed til I cried.  It's surprising DavidMichael didn't log in. He tends to sense these things...

Full Blood Moon and Blood Moon Rapture

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• Full Hunter’s Moon or Full Harvest Moon – October 

This full Moon is often referred to as the Full Hunter’s Moon, Blood Moon, or Sanguine Moon. Many moons ago, Native Americans named this bright moon for obvious reasons. The leaves are falling from trees, the deer are fattened, and it’s time to begin storing up meat for the long winter ahead. Because the fields were traditionally reaped in late September or early October, hunters could easily see fox and other animals that come out to glean from the fallen grains. Probably because of the threat of winter looming close, the Hunter’s Moon is generally accorded with special honor, historically serving as an important feast day in both Western Europe and among many Native American tribes. - Farmer's Almanac

Image Credit: Anne Stokes

As Kumani and I thought of a name for our Bloodlines clan, we wanted something to represent us. (Well she created and I stood there and nodded my head). More than just vampires and lycans, we celebrate the moon in our real lives as well. Kumani is such a genius with words and writing and capturing the ideal phrase to describe something, her choice of the word "rapture" was perfect. Rapture means elated bliss, high emotion, joyous ecstasy or transporting a person from earth to heaven. Blood Moon Rapture. Most defintely, YES. 

Image Credit: Steph Worrall

Let us all be enraptured by the beautiful Blood Moon tonight. Drink in its energy and beauty with a roleplaying bite fest or just dance under the blood moonlight. 

Hoar's Mabon Party

The hoars and I celebrated the Autumnal Equinox by heading to a club for a few hours. We came home after the DJ completely sucked ass. Laini got the new Shakira dances so we danced into the morning as we hoars do at the Hoar House! Wearing new creations by Kumani. She DJ'd for us too! <3

Video Credit: Kumani Wylder

What a weekend!

What a wonderful, relaxing weekend it was.  I spent way too much time online.  Spent time on various occasions with Daisy, Cat and Tracy playing Greedy.  Hanging out with Suze, DM and Keith. Party @ Raven's with Tracy, Star, and Wooj.  Taking pics with Rick @ Daisy's. Then most of Saturday night with Kumani and Laini. After everyone logged, I laid down at the ocean next to Kumani's house and exhaled. So grateful to have such wonderful, fun friends!

Blood Moon Rapture

Due to a wild rollercoaster series of events the past two weeks, I found myself without a clan.  Nothing I had done personally, just a victim of circumstance.  That sounds so dramatic.  Ah, well.


Kumani and I scoured the Bloodlines page for potential clans we would like to join.  After much debate, we decided we didn't want to be the new kids trying to fit in. We didn't want to adhere to others' rules and regulations. We didn't want to find out we had made a wrong choice and move on again. So, we created our own clan, Blood Moon Rapture.

Image Credit here. 

We agreed we would share duties as Queen; Rick would be King and Laini the Crown Princess. After Kumani unlieged and set up the clan via her HUD, I created the group.  She went with an sim agent, and established lands for us.  I created a notecard to send to my minions as well as Rick's along with the landmark. Group invites were sent and that was that. The most amazing thing of all? Not one person left. In fact, we picked up a couple of new members. That thrills me beyond words.

Keith Naumova, Executioner

Keith graciously offered to create our castle and other buildings for us.  He is still in the process of building, but things are looking fantastic! His first build was too boxy and square, so he took it down, researched online, and is now on his second build for us. I know it will be worth the wait! After he finishes, we will celebrate with a party and work on our royals list. So many exciting things to come!

While Kumani's Away...

Laini often warns us that she will be left up to her own devices without supervision. A discussion ensued between the three of us; Laini proclaiming she needed to fuck black goats. While Kumani was away, I was left in charge of keeping Laini out of trouble and away from the goats. Avoiding the sex sims, we went shopping for new clan land decorations. Within seconds of landing, this is what we found:

Sorry Kumani!!! I tried!  Come back soon! We miss you!!!

Kumani

Where to begin about Kumani? My mind is filled with so many memories and overwhelmed with emotion when I think of her. She is my shelter from the rain, my voice of reason, my sounding board, my fashion consultant, my tarot card reader,  my sister witch. She keeps me grounded when I get too high and encourages me to soar when I put myself down. She came to me as a gift in Bloodlines in November 2009. Britney was out hunting and brought her back for Daisy. Daisy suggested to give her to me since we were both Americans and on at the same time. Kumani had just removed the garlic right before Britney approached her and wanted to see what the vampires were all about. I believe there are no coincidences in life and we were destined to meet. I became her liege and she in turn became my best friend.  She bloomed and blossomed and moved on to become a Crown Princess in her own right. We remained inseparable friends though our clans were different. I love you, Kumani.

"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out.  It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being.  We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit."  ~Albert Schweitzer

"But oh! the blessing it is to have a friend to whom one can speak fearlessly on any subject; with whom one's deepest as well as one's most foolish thoughts come out simply and safely.  Oh, the comfort - the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person - having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away."  ~Dinah Craik, A Life for a Life, 1859

"There is magic in long-distance friendships.  They let you relate to other human beings in a way that goes beyond being physically together and is often more profound."  ~Diana Cortes

Hoe Down!

Dark Sorrows is the home to my three best friends, Kumani, Laini, and Lola.  Each Saturday night their clan hosts an event. I often attend their events when I am online. They are always so much fun!  

 This particular theme was a country western event complete with farm animals. Lady Esi hosted and King Cuda was the DJ.  Kumani and Laini took home the 2nd and 3rd place prizes. Charm, the giant chicken with no pride, won the event. 

I don't think this is exactly regulation cowgirl gear, but I always have to show off my ass. haha! 

Kumani went for the classy cowgirl look complete with bling bracelet, assless chaps  and a straw hanging out of her mouth. 

Lola wore her cute cow outfit and squirted milk at everyone from her four fun bags. 

Laini went for the hick look though no one minded. She looked fantastic and still jiggled beautifully! 

Best song of the event? Click here. 

Yule Celebration

Celebrating Pagan holidays on Second Life just isn't the same anymore without my best friend, Kumani. Collaborating with her meant something special was brewing and the energy was palpable.  When our event was over, you felt revived, refreshed, at peace. You knew you were connected with those around you in an undescribable way, even on a virtual level.

 At the request of some clan members I signed up to host an event for Yule. I decorated, got my ceremony all laid out, dressed up, and was ready to go! I sent out my notice an hour before as we normally do. Not two minutes later, another clan member sent out her notice for her event four hours later.  Frankly it was rude. So I said fuck it, made an excuse and logged. No one was coming anyway despite the requests. Maybe I was looking for an excuse to bail.

That pretty well sums up the feeling in the clan for the month of December. No one was motivated to do much of anything. And when we did, there was zero support. Final exams, the holidays, and the pressure of RL made everyone retreat to their homes.  We are getting back to a good place now- help, support, excitement.

I did learn more about the story of Yule; I got to wear my awesome Ghost of Christmas Present gown that Kumani gave me; and I did the ceremony for myself in a quiet way and felt good doing it.

Hoars Meditating

This awesome build, Witch's Sacrifice, came from a hunt. I'm here gathered with my fellow hoars, Kumani and Laini, doing a bit of meditation.  Laini had recently celebrated her rez day.  Her liege at the time gave her a pet monkey which I detested and tried to sacrifice to no avail.  (It was  a joke of course). Everyone knows hoars only sacrifice goat. ;) This image brings back such peaceful, content memories. Miss you Laini. Come back online soon. <3

Outfit of the Day 12-25-10

My wonderful friend Kumani gave me this dress as a Christmas gift.  This was taken late Christmas night at a store window display.

Ghost of Christmas Present- The White Armory
Sarana hair

Bloodlines Bar and Gratitude

Otis and Kumani invited me to join them at the Bloodlines Bar for drinks recently. As we sat and talked we couldn't help but laugh at the animations our avatars were doing.  Kumani chose the seat with the "smashing glass to forehead" animation.  Mine had a more subtle "splash over the top of the head" animation and Otis had none at all. As we sat and enjoyed each other's company, vamps came and went buying Blood Shots to survive.

We met a female vamp who was obviously taken for her soul and turned way too early. She commented she only wanted to be a doll but her liege insisted she be a vamp right away. She was struggling to learn to hunt, to feed, and to learn the game.  Otis and Kumani told her I could help her, teach her, and feed her.  Sadly though, she was off to trick someone else by using sexual favors to feed.  She had been used from the beginning and did not know any different. These turn and burn vamps are used and left alone. She will most likely go destroyed, quit when it becomes too frustrating, and her soul sold or traded. Those are some of the realities of Bloodlines.

I am so grateful I joined Divine Blood. The classes they offered were so helpful to me. And now, coming full circle, I teach those classes. Or as my good friend told me,"Freya we don't teach. We share our passion."