1. I am very much like a turtle. I retreat to my shell where I am most comfortable. I come out of my shell during clan events or classes. I feel comfortable during these times. When I'm happy and having a good time I will absolutely shine. I will be silly and wear funny clothes, laugh the loudest, and make a complete ass of myself.
2. I love to play games like Greedy, Texas Hold Em, etc. Those are some of my favorite times online. I normally don't just hang out and chat. I like to have something to do and feel like I am accomplishing something while online.
3. I don't usually IM anyone first. I don't want to bother you. I am thrilled when you contact me, however. I need to work on that.
4. I will try to help anyone with anything. Need another tap on an MM board? TP me. Have a question? I'd love to help you answer it. Need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on? Absolutely, I'll do my best.
5. My clan is my SL. I try to add each and every clan member so I am available to them. I appreciate and feel humbled by all those that call me friend. It's an honor. Thank you for including me in your life. For those of you who have found your happiness outside of the clan- great. Happy for you. Just please understand the clan is my focus and goal. It's part of my shell.
6. The ebb and flow of life spills over into SL as well. Right now in my RL I am very, very busy with school and family. My time online is limited. I try not to make promises since it is difficult for me to keep them. I do, however, log in and stick to my commitments for meetings and my classes.
7. If you cannot understand or empathize with this then I wish you well. I cannot be someone or something I am not. I am not making excuses, just telling it like it is. I will retreat to my turtle shell when pressured or guilted. It does not work with me.
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